Oh how I miss my blog..nah just kidding, I forgot about ma blog actually..
I lived and survived and yes I have a new person by my side right now :)
Weh god knows how it feels and I'm praying so hard that my guts are wrong.
Well I'm not gonna tell you what my guts are telling me, cos it would be better if I keep it to myself.
Okay let's talk about my life now and I don't give a fuck if you're not gonna read it, im gonna type it anyway. My life is pretty fucked up, the word "pretty" is there maybe cos he's here so yeah, fucked up but I'm happy with it. I am still stuck in ma house and my parents still treats me like im 10 although they made me do a lot of stuff, i AM still their "lil girl"
My studies is not bad but still not the way that I want it to be..still I'm grateful to Allah for helping in every way he can. After a few hard days when my parents won't let me go to prom(with him), I AM considering myself to a boarding school. I know this sound so so so weird but yeah we'll see how it goes.
I've moved on ! I became his cinderella on 20.11.2011 at 20:11 (his friend's idea, fucking creative) but yeah a few bumps along the road, don't get me wrong, he is my kind of boy and i freaking love him. Maybe its just, he has his ego and I have mine. I'm so used to win every argument so it feels freaking different now. And yes I need to let my ego down a lil by a lil I mean a LOT cos it won't work if fire is with fire maybe i'll stop be the fire and be something else. Not water please but yeah something cool-er than fire.
Now I don't know what to say anymore......sorry for the cursing thou, I'm listening to Paramore, so you know what happens when somebody is typing while listening to them.
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