Hm i slept late last night , i cant sleep , i cried , how stupid ? It hurts , no one would understands. awww that song is killing me -__-" i had to woke up early , teman mama pergi alam central. I did not talk too much today , i keep staring at the blue sky , so peaceful. Im the one who fake , people can see me laughing like hell but deep inside im drowning with my own tears. Lter that evening , teman mama saloon pulak , hair treatment , i brought via & online. Ym-ing with Ms. Amelia Kamelia :) she's sweet & cute , such a sugar pie. hm isi borang smkdk , menyusahkan hidup betul. Nak kne beli tudung lagi , arghhhh ! Hm Kie wished my bday today , too early but its okay. Cikgu Fazira was the first one to wish my bday :) hm just hoping that after this , its gnna okay.
*i took a quiz & look at the result
You're Stuck In Denial
You think you know, but sorry, you have no idea. You pretend like everything's okay, but truth is, you're still all torn up over your ex. It's like you're living two separate lives-- depressed at home and putting on a happy face for others. Casual hook ups and drunken nights aren't going to do the trick to help you get over it either. You've got to properly mourn the relationship before you can healthily move on from it.
wedding lagi , mama drive. I slept at 4.30 lastnight & mama woke me up at 10. Freakin sleepy dude. Hm siap bgai nk rak , nk nmpak mcm "perempuan" HAHA. hm it was okay , mama ajak g bj but dgn secara tiba-tiba , mls nk pergi cos it was raining cats&dogs *eceh. Hm i felt empty deep inside. seriously , i really want to forget u & live my life happily with a new human being but its hard. My friends would know , these tears is not gnna dry by itself. Hm i miss the old time , those times where i was not faking & life is a wonderful journey. It hurts , love do kill us slowly. Hm can someone just take these killing memories from my freakin life ?
hm i bought EVERYTHING that i want today :) hm merry christmas , i just dont understand why was the klcc packed with peoples ? Tk reti duk rumah ke ? *im talking bout peoples , so do I , tk reti duk rumah HAHA. Hm i got my school bag(billabong) , my watch(roxy) , my hndbag(roxy) , my purse(guess) & my school shoe(converse). Super - satisfied. hm lter ada wedding at keramat au3, hm weird doe. Its really not a wedding , it was like a concert for the "senior" peoples. HAHA siap poco-poco nyahh. Hm hbis wedding at 12mid & smbung ke mamak pulak smpai pkul 2am. Hee got back & trus online , tgk pet kesayangan(fb) HAHA. that's it , chaoww
-Sleepover dkt rumah Angah dgn kakak :) it was so much fun, petang jumpa Hanna's & Ieka's "friends" hee. Oh that night , saranghae mylove :* thnks for coming. Haha partied like rockstars , HAHA i lovin tht life
*hm frm today , i'll updated myblog if i got great stories/interesting things to tell ya.
Okay let me tell you guys about our very special vacay , sorray lmbt nk update blog ni but ths is a very crazy week :D haha.
We went to mines on 7 & 8 Dec 09 , & went to genting on 9 Dec 09. Have a sleepover at myhouse on that night & they went hom on 10 Dec.
-First day
Mines was great , a lot of fun & credit. HAHA we swam & collect some beautiful rocks. We went shopping at night , oh yeah , after the pool session all 5girls squished into the bathroom & bath tab HAHA. Im being shameless & topless. The others were “malumalukucing” ECEH haha. The shower time was fun cos everybody was running to take the shower first. You know what smpai sumbat sink tu jadiknya. Haaa the full bottle shampoo was three quarter used HAHA. After all of that , all the girls berebut towel pulak. HAHA although semua bwk sorg satu. Hm used the hair dryer to dry our wetwet hair , we’re so not going to the mall with wet hairs. Shopping , well you know girls are shopaholic. Iman brought a LOT of money , so we have some shopping spree for her to do , new tees , new flipflop , new bag HAHA. Im such a mind-controller. Time makan , my tomyam sucks , kedai Abe tu lagi sedap douhhh. We went to the mall by walking cos it is not so far . we went to the arcade too , played some games , car games , motor thingy & basketballs HAHA although we’re not the netballs player Me & Hani played very well *ceh perasan. Went back to the room at 11 something , all the stores dah tutup , the arcade & bowling jea still bukak. HAHA we’re so not going to bed early but you know what , semua dah lelap at 12mid but at 1 Nurin wanted to go to the toilet , Hani noticed that & asked “Nurin nk pergi mana Nurin ?” haha so weird , how come she can saw that Nurin is awake while she sleeps ? haha then semua terjaga & went up all night till 4. That guy called me at 5 am in the morning cos he cant sleep. My friends were shocked to hear that special ringtone ringing at 5am & they said “hoi , tk reti tidur ka ?” haha it was okayyy
-Second day
HAHA the plans were to get up early & swim but semua tak jaga weh. We woke up at 11am. HAHA mymum ckp sure tido lmbt , yes it was very late ma. HAHA as we woke up , mymum bought us some breakfast but it was kinda BRUNCH time haha. After we ate , brushed our teeth & went to the pool & splash ! haha. Swim tk lama sgt cos it was hothot HAHA tknk hitam lah. But time mndi in the bathroom Me & hani got “berbelak” haha. Oh yes , haha. Dried oh hairs & went shopping again but this time we went with my mum. Papa went to kl for some jobs/meetings. HAHA shop till ya drop nyah. I did not bought so much things just a legging & a bag for my via. HAHA kinda cute , bought it at radioactive & it is cheap bebeh. Hm I picked a flipflop for Nurin , well I like to give/suggest people the things that I like for myself , cos I cant get it & for me better for someone to have it. Hmm mkn mamak , oh rindu the roti canai smell , so many rempit -__-“ btw , I cant eat choc/icecream cos someone wont let me. We went to the room & went swimming again for the last time cos esk tk dpt dah. Mlm went dinner & played at the arcade Hani & I broke the highscore at the basketball thingy our score was 153, although tk bnyk but we're satisfied.
-The last day at Mines & went to Genting
My mum woke up early & we woke up kinda late. Hm nk brtolak awl cos we’re gnna go to my house bfre going to genting. Hantar brang dlu meh. Hm our journey started at 9.45 , arrived at my house at 10.15 , we brought our things out of the car & hung our wet clothes. Hm resuming our journey at 45 smething , oh yeah we went to have our brunch first J hurm arrived at genting 11.30 & went searching for the parking. Hurm , went to theindoors themepark to buy our tickets then went to the outdoor themepark. Our first ride was the spinner , Faya & me love it. For Hani , Nurin & Iman that was their first time on the ride. I screamed not bcos im scared , I screamed cos I was so happy for this trip thnks to mymama & papa. Love you guys. Went on the cyclone too , haha. This time the scream is for real HAHA. Hurm everything was fun. Went to the snow world , took some pictures. Hey that ride in that snow world sucks. My ass hurt so much , damn it. Went back at 9pm , the road was hazy. Hurm my dad was super-careful , cos bwk anak org kan , risau jea. Everybody was exhausted & slept all the way down to batu caves J my adik slept on me cos he was super tires , I don’t mind cos I love my brother.We went to mamak & ate some roti canai , whhot J hurm all the girls slept in the living room infront of the tv. Went to sleep at 2 smthing while me & Hani went to sleep at 3. A lot of phone calls , I just love to hear his voice. Hurmm woke up at 11 smthing while my friends woke up earlier than me. I got my piano class on that day , I rushed to do the theory work & accomplished to complete 2 sets. Hurm it was soo much fun , I love my girls, I wished we gonna be together forever
keluar dgn mama ke wangsa walk , ada pembukaan butik Cipta Chantique Couture , hahah Chantique gituuu. Nak g karaoke tk dpt , mama tk bg :x haha nothing special , makan ayam penyet. Abang yg terlampau peramah :D hm nak ajk akak tidur rumah but mak tak bagi pulekk. Esok nk ajak kakak ieka ku jogging dkt mbj <333> btw , Im Lonely
