Marriage / Weddings

i just got back from a very beautiful wedding. That wedding for me is perfect. The bride and groom seems so happy. In fact , in my mind , i was planning for my own wedding *cant wait LOL !

Okay i am very sure that girls do imagine their fantasy wedding right. I am a control freak and i can imagine myself controlling everything at my wedding xD *my mum pun ckp mcm tu !

okay in my mind , the wedding should be in white , its gonna be legendary !*how I met you mother , haha. With white roses a lot of roses.i want all of my family to be there , a MUST ! i do want my friends to be the flower "girls" although you girls are gonna be old at that particular moment ;) and it would be nice if my friends sang me a song. its cute okay ? i once saw that at INTAN , a wedding at a golf course , so sweet with pink roses. Her gfs sang her a song together while another girl was playing the guitar. i went "aww" for that okay. i want everything to be perfect , PERFECT i tell you :)

but once we got married to the man/woman you love *or dont love , alaa normal lah , family paksa. we are tied to each other. you guys gonna share every single thing , everythinggg. your thought , your feelings for sure and sometimes your wealth. like kimora did "thru poor and rich" , AWESOME. Does it feel weird that u can only stick to one man/woman now ? How does that feel ?

Hm Marriage , everyone dream about it but not every one gonna get it. Is it true that life is about destiny ? or do we choose our own destiny ? AHHH i need a book for this. "destiny for dummies" LOL. Hm that's it , i still dont get the conclusion of it. love ? destiny? this is weird. im 13 why the hell do I think about this ? haha forget it , CHAOW !