w h y ?

Seriouslyyyyy , why am I not like them ? They're someone special . They're the ones that people adore . *yeah i adore them a LOT . Why why && why ? They look perfect & im something worthless ): Gaaahhhh when can I be one of them ? If i stay here , i'll never be like them & i'll stuck with the "unknown" people forever . Otoke otoke ? *what should i do in korea/japanese